Break My Fall

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Violence. I’m addicted to it. It’s how I feel alive. It’s the only thing that’s real any more.And now I have to sit around and discuss it like it’s physics or calculus. I can’t do it. I can’t pretend that it’s some sterile academic topic. Violence isn’t sterile. It isn’t calm. It’s pulsing. It’s alive.It’s my drug.Until I met Abby, I never wanted anything beyond the next fight. Never considered that I might finally find a way back to the land of the living.Now? Now I find myself dreaming of a woman with golden eyes.But I can never be with her. Because I am not whole. And I never will be again.But I cannot stay away. And loving her might finally be what breaks me.